One thing I am learning in this process is I cannot live my life like my husband is still in it. As bad as this thought process hurts the statment is true. Any decisions I make will not affect him. I no longer have to think about what he will feel about a choice I make. I had to get myself out of what I call “couple thought process”. I have to do what is good for my life now.
I am just hoping this new way of thinking will help me with the stuck feeling I have been feeling the past few months. Between work and school it will be a distraction for me.